something about me.

Hi Im Merabel 18 year  live in christian village digos city. istudy in university of mindanao taking up BSBA major in HR,i am illigitimate child and grew up under he care of my granmother. when i started going to school i worked and stayed with my uncle up to the present I finish my high school last march 2010. i have 2 stept sisters I am  the eldes.since i was a baby my father abandoned me. will not really abandoned but my mother keep me away from my father maybe she hate my father so much thats why.Ican't tell the whole story of my father and mother its a long story all i know is i  dont have a father and mother that i can turn to everytime i have a problem.actually were not very close of my mother she have another  family now and also my father honestly i never saw my fathe since i was born.its hard if you have this kind of life.some people say that i am always happy beacause i always smile but deep in my heart i feel pain so much pain. i cry and close my eyes and pray that i survive this kind of trials.nobody can help me now but my self.